FUCKING MOODY!

Who am i to you? Why do u have to hurt me like this?

What the fuck did i did to deserve such fucking treatment from you?

You can tell me that I'm driving you mad, and you can complain that i'm hot-tempered.

I know my biggest weakness is jealousy but have you ever asked yourself, what causes me to behave in that manner?

I know that this world is unfair;

Different people will have receive different treatment.

Some people are born to be pretty, while others are just normal-looking,

Some are born to be rich, while some are poor.

But for those who are poor, they are willing to sacrifice their time, looking for more job opportunties to have a higher income.

For those who are born to be normal-looking, they are willing to bear the pain and undergo plastic surgery to gain back their confidence.

However, for you, do you ever ever sacrifice anything for me?

Where are you when I need you most?

Apart from all those unhappinessness;

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Was chatting with Nong online.

And he was complaining about my "haha" icon.

Jerry and Nong called it "stupid monkey".

And they even said the monkey looks like me. faint lah.

Was checking my RP webmail, and i saw this mail;

Saying that i was shortlisted for Miss SEG and they wanted me to go down for an interview on the 23rd NOV.

I received a call from Berlinda, who is in-charge of this Miss SEG plus my classmate, on the 22nd NOV.

She was actually asking me to go down for the interview lah, and i said i will go BUT i thought she was actually joking with me de lah.

In the end, i didnt went for the interview cause i didnt went school that day.

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!

Gave her a surprise by placing her face on a sexy red bikini.
She was so happy lah, but she warned me not to post it on my blog.
So bastard queens, this shows that my art piece can make someone happy too :)

Went out for dinner. not a very ex meal, but its always good to have dinner together.


Bought her a fruit cake cause she's getting sick of chocolate cake.


L.O.V.E LOVE HER MORE!


Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to mummy,
happy birthday to you!! <3


Take a snap before making your wish *say cheese

Blow the candles and cut a slice of cake for me, please. Mun is hungry :)

Heres my slice of cake.
love you mummy *muackkkkk*


THE PRETTY-AND-HANDSOME SOONG'S FAMILY <3


Cute cute *its a free gift from my brother's army open house.


And these weird-looking-horse too.


Say "YOU'RE PRETTY"

My new classmate, actually not very new lah cause its already week 9, gave me these 2 items.
one lollipop, and a packet of orange powder.
she asked me to pour the orange powder into my bottle and filled it up with cold water and then shake shake shake shake shake.


After shaking, it becomes this bottle of nice orange juice.
and i gave the lollipop to may cause i dont like to take sweets.


went jurong point after school, took a cab down and it costs him $13.
in the cab, he randomly took this packet of chocolate from his bag and gave it to me.
so sweet lah, thanks :)


had this peach-plus-icecream-plus-cream waffle.
nicenicenicenicenice.


The process of making my waffle.


The top view of my delicious waffle. *yummy*


Bought a Crocodile top for my daddy.
Costs me $50.


Nice right. so colorful lah


Happy in the first half on the day, but was moody for other half of the day.
Cause i feel that im not a good girl-friend, im not a good friend, and lastly im not a good daughter.
Human beings are selfish and I totally agree with this. im not someone who is very gentle, and I don't like to act in front of others. if I said I don't like, it means that I don't like. sometimes, I feel that IF I'm able to act differently, things might result in the other way.

I admit that I do/say things without thinking, and sometimes, I hurt the people around me without knowing it myself. i'm selfish and I admit it, I will try my best to change myself into a better person. someone who will put myself into others' shoe, and I seriously feels that I should stop spending so much.

Many people who have read my blog actually came and tell me “wau lau, you spent $800 on your facial ar? aiya, why bother cause pimples will eventually goes off after a period of time de.” actually, the $800 is not only on my face, it is more like buying an insurance for my face, and making myself feels better. however, ya lah, I do agree that $800 is a little bit too ex and this sum of money can actually supports a lower income family for a month.

recently, I was looking at the Michelle Quek's blog, who is a famous blogger, but I just got to know this blogger through the newspaper, and I was surprised that she was also in RP, but I swear I didn't see in her school before, maybe because of her photos are highly photo-shopped. I saw this Gucci belt that she bought for herself as a Halloween's gift, and it costs $555. I was shoeing it to mummy and telling her that the price of it, and complaining that why are these people so damn fucking rich. I'm only using a Guess belt while shes using a Gucci belt, and mummy told me “you cant compare like that. you might envy others when they are using Gucci while you are using Guess, but there are many people using brand-less belt too, so sometimes, you have to look at others and you'll realize that you are very fortunate.”

life will still goes well without branded stuff, and life will still goes on without someone.

Was soo tired today, as I went to many places.
Firstly, I finally had my Renaldo after 3 weeks. and I have been craving for it for such a long time but I just couldnt find any spare time to go over.


My happy stick with strawberry fillings.


I wish that the happy stick can makes me happy and my friends around me too :)


My iced lemon tea


My all-time favourite - apple strudel.
and my friend promised to buy me a whole loaf of apple strudel on my 19th birthday.


I joined the MySavings Account as I will actually enjoy a higher interest rate of 1% p.a compared to the current 0.25% p.a.
for those who open this account with $300 monthly saving amount, you will actually receive this nice and smart-looking KC1417 watch (worth over $150).
Smart people like me will definitely go for this good deal. :)
So happy lah, got higher interest rate and at the same time, got FREE watch somemore. its definitely tough to find good free gifts in Singapore nowadays.


Went to watch SAW4, and im able to smuggle in. haha
the show is gross but overall i do enjoy myself and i feel that im addicted to all these horror movies.
i think im sick. haha, maybe this is a form of de-stress to me



Free fire-sticks.

I spent a total of $800 today purchasing my facial products and one-time laser, to get rid of my white-and-black heads.

my heart aches lah, but what to do..
i dont have very good complexion mah, so have to spent money on it.

on my way home, i called mummy and told her that i spent $800 buying those stuffs, and telling her my heart aches as i could have bought a LV wallet with that much money. then she was telling me "aiya, not that ex lah. you want to be beautiful mah?"

came home with my empty tummy, and while having dinner, my daddy came up to me and gave me $400. he was telling me that he will fork out half of the facial amount. and I was so touched can. I was saying “thanks” to him, with tears in my eyes.

Leow Lee Khain.
Always made her wait for her de leh, and it doesnt make sense lor.
Cause i stayed at Harborfront while she stayed at Yishun.

And the first sentence she said to me today is "hey, come take photos leh!"
then i was like "why leh?"
she said "cause i pretty mah"

faint can. okay lah, here the "NICE" photos you want lah.



Went to have Thai food after school again and i'm getting tired of having that already.


tired. moody. stress
I have to complete my poster asap and study UT!

Mummy drove me home, cause I wants to study for my up-coming test and start my PP poster.
on the way home, I saw many cars having this cow-sticker, so I was pointing at it and asked her, “where did this cow came from?”

Her reaction was “HUH?”

I thought she didn't listen properly so I repeated my question, then she gave me a “HUH” answer AGAIN.
then I told her, “did you dug your ears mah? why do I have to repeat myself 3 times!”
then she was like “oo, so you were referring to this sticker issit, aiyo, I thought you were pointing outside and asking me where did the cow came from? and I didn't see any cows, so I gave you the 2 “HUH”s lor.”

alright, my mummy is fucking funny and I love her.

its fucking sian to wake up 7am on a Saturday morning, when theres neither school or work (cause I already quit).
But I have to accompany my mummy's to my youngest sister's school, to register for her Primary 1 orientation.

745; its time to leave home :(
i'll miss my bed de.



Have to spend my precious 3 hours in this hall, BUT im not that stupid can.
I wont sit here for 3 hours, cause i know i will turn mad. SO...


We went playing around in the school, with KahNi.
Suddenly, i became a talented asshole.


TryingToLook;
1) INNOCENT

2) SEXY


3) HOT

4) LIKE A PORN STAR.

So, which one do you like?
Start voting now, haha

SISTERS LOVE


A gift from Daddy's Big Boss.
Cost; $8888
NOT JOKING CAN!


She looks so sweet and cute in the new uniform. :)


Car-washing was fun :)

Marcus Yeo!
Finally, we managed to take a ride from him, after soo soo long (<20weeks)

This is the always-pai-seh-kia, MARCUS YEO.
aiya, he only knows how to look fierce only. lol!


Having fun in his chat;
Singing, Chatting, Gossiping, Cam-whoring.

The usual noisy 4s;
Only for you guys can :)


Sooo Princess can.
I'm going to wear this and present my PP poster, plus sai-nai-ing(like how Sabby does).
AND guarantee pass

Marcus dropped us at Plaza Sing, and everyone feels like puking after alightning his car.
I think im only suitable taking my Mummy's car.

Went to Gelyang for dinner.
Had frog's legs and sometimes i find them so disgusting lah, but the fact is that they tastes really nice lah.
We're all tired and fall asleep in the car, but this lazy-sister over here, refused to wake up. faintfaintfaintfaint